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I started writing today with no real intent, but afterwards, when I had completed a drabble, a second, and then a third, I felt certain they were for Isis.


It starts with a hand, a spot of warmth against the cool, uncovered skin of his hip.

This is how it all begins, awareness floating slowly into his brain until he recognizes the warmth and pressure at his back as a body, and the hotter warmth against his bum as someone else's morning erection.

He slides out of bed with all the caution he'd use to sneak away from the Aurors, only to turn around once he's standing to find his only ally in the spot next to his vacated space.

He wishes he would have stayed in that place.

* * *

And this is how it ends.

The Mark on his left arm has disappeared, taking layers of skin with it, the hole as psychological as it is physical. Following his arm down from the scar eventually leads to the silver shackle that now binds his life and soul, and it too is a pressure on his skin.

He raises his hands and wiggles the fingers to prove to himself they're not numb, then follows the flash of silver to his middle finger and instead of cold metal and chilled air, he feels the warmth of each breath against his neck.

* * *

He doesn't like to consider there was a time "Before" the beginning, or that there were moments between the beginning and the end. He would like to remember only waking up one morning to a presence in his bed, one that eventually filled his life. He wants to live only at the end, in the happily ever after they've created.

In the dark of night, his fingers splay against darkness-covered skin, tracing letters in sweat and telling their story, the story of their life. Tells of the beginning, and the end together, without anything in the middle to separate them.

on 2006-07-27 07:15 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] ryosato.livejournal.com
Hey, you're alive!!! Neat!

*pokes you for drabble trade*

on 2006-07-28 04:45 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
Drabble trade? What do you have in mind? *drags self out of hiding*

on 2006-07-30 04:27 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] ryosato.livejournal.com
Oooo I dunno. You write me a drabble, I'll write you one. XP;; I'll give you TWO GUESSES on what I want, too! :D

Affinity

on 2006-08-01 04:06 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
Two guesses, huh? Might it have anything to do with... Daisuke?

Daisuke likes the rain. People call it 'cleansing' and the like, but his favorite descriptor is 'wet.' When Taichi hears this, he laughs, but Daisuke knows they can both be simple people, and a demonstration will work.

So he shoves Taichi out in the rain, his hands waiting only the few seconds required for Taichi's clothes to be soaked through before setting to removing them. By the time Taichi's laughter has stopped, he is the one shoving Daisuke against the wall, pressing the word 'wet' into Daisuke's mouth with his tongue, the word taking on the shining edge of worship.

on 2006-07-27 11:46 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rosewildeirish.livejournal.com
*eyes* I've missed you. And your fic. :)

OMG you've got me reading HP fic! noeeeeees!

on 2006-07-28 04:43 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
*laughs* If you squint hard enough, it's not even really HP fic. ^__^ But honestly, there is a lot of good HP out there, depending on what you like. There is something out there to cater to every body's kinks and pairings. And also, I'm rather in love with the canon after book 6.

I miss you too. I'm not really sure I could get back into SGA fandom, though in all honesty, I haven't tried lately. So... if someone perhaps wanted to rec me some good old R and R, or anything else... ^__^

on 2006-07-28 01:27 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rosewildeirish.livejournal.com
Yeah, I just don't need HP fanfic, for whatever reason. *g* Usually.

That's a shame - I do miss you, loads, and you're never on IM any more. *pouts* I loved writing with you and hoped to again soon. I still have the Rodney/Radek lurve (too much, for some ppl), and you can always check out [livejournal.com profile] pierson, too.

Hmmm, in fact, it might be about time for another ficathon...I'll have to see how it goes. Maybe one that's got a signup date right around hiatus and a nice long posting period...

Come back and play, some day? *sads*

on 2006-08-01 04:11 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
I go back up to school in about three weeks... I'm hoping that, returning to the same school for a second year, I'll have a better handle on my schedule and the like. *crosses fingers* I flailed a bit last year, but it didn't end that badly.

I would love to read stories in a ficathon, but I doubt I will be able to participate. I have learned that procrastination really only works about 15% of the time, and I really dislike failing at deadlines and the such. One of my personal hells is letting others down (which might be surprising, with how often I do it. ;))

But if you need help maybe setting it up, and sorting through them? I might be able to help on the organizational end. And, of course, if you ever need a beta...

Though at the moment, I'm really not on LJ much at all (dial-up, too long to load, very frustrating.) *marks the calendar* Only three more weeks...

on 2006-08-01 11:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rosewildeirish.livejournal.com
Oh, I didn't mean that I was pressuring you to participate in a ficathon. Just thinking out loud, pretty much. :)

on 2006-08-01 06:05 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
I didn't see it as 'pressure,' or anything of the like. If it hasn't been obvious yet, most of my responses are rambly and more train-of-thought than the word 'reply' should incorporate. ^___^

I don't know how the coming months will be, but I can't imagine much ficcing get done (this makes me very sad, though I hope that having a real -schedule- will help, unlike the swinging I do now with my sleep and awake times.

And while I know that organizing ficathons takes work, too, it's less of a "must get creative juices flowing!" and more of a "here is my list, let's get through it," and the latter is something I can handle more easily. So if you -do- do a ficathon, and want some help, count me in. :D

on 2006-07-27 05:04 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lira-chan.livejournal.com
First: I like your icon. *STARES*

Second: I like your fic.

More specifically... *gropes a little* ...the mood gets me, and I'm -pretty- darn sure I inferred the pairing correctly. ^^;

on 2006-07-28 04:39 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
The icon was cute. I got it years ago from a website, goddess knows where. Second, I liked the fic, too. I won't even mention how long it took me to get it the way I wanted. *hides a few lost sentences*

I like the mood, though I was rather surprised when I started writing, because it came from seemingly nowhere. Out of curiosity, what pairing did you infer?

In my head, there wasn't actually a pairing, but Isis has something of an OTP, and so when I reread it afterwards and my brain said "this is totally for Isis," it has since then become somewhat more of a Draco/Harry in my mind than just any two men.

on 2006-07-28 06:40 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lira-chan.livejournal.com
Yeah, the pairing I inferred -was- Draco/Harry. :D :D :D

And the groping. xD I meant metaphorical groping, but... *shrugs, and snickers* You rock.

on 2006-07-28 04:44 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] raegan-1.livejournal.com
And also: *gropes back*

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